"Wash My Feet, Lord"


I am a sinner, saved by grace, loving and loved by the Saviour, and striving to live the words of Scripture throughout my sanctification. I need to be convicted and changed more into the image of Christ. I desire to share with you, within this blog, all that I am daily learning. I want to serve Christ and become more and more like Him. I don’t want to live a legalistic life, but I do want to live a holy one. I want to see God receive the glory He deserves. I want to see the depth and richness of the Gospel come back to the Church. I want to see God’s people encouraging and building one another up in Christ. I want to encourage young people, and be encouraged by them, to live a set-apart life. I want to give up my life for the sake of the Kingdom and it’s King.
May you accept what is written here, if it truly honors the Lord, as coming from a heart that purely wants to honor Jesus Christ, my Savior. As He teaches me, rebukes me, corrects me, and trains me in righteousness, I hope to grow in my knowledge and love for Him. May everything that is said here bring Him glory. If I stray from the truths of Scriptures, please tell me. May my words be full of grace, as though seasoned with salt. May "the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart Be acceptable in Your sight, O LORD, my rock and my Redeemer.” (Ps. 19:14)

Monday, August 24, 2009

Walking by Faith

This week I have been reading from Genesis 22 and following the passages that speak of the founding of God’s chosen people, Israel. I find that hearing Bible stories throughout your whole life can cause some very dangerous familiarity with the Scripture. Just taking time to sit down with a “magnifying glass mindset,” and really looking at what the Word has to say, you find such deep treasures are hidden there that will change your life.
Let’s start with Genesis 22:

“Now it came about after these things, that God tested Abraham, and said to him, "Abraham!" And he said, "Here I am." He said, "Take now your son, your only son, whom you love, Isaac, and go to the land of Moriah, and offer him there as a burnt offering on one of the mountains of which I will tell you."
So Abraham rose early in the morning and saddled his donkey, and took two of his young men with him and Isaac his son; and he split wood for the burnt offering, and arose and went to the place of which God had told him.

So if we remember the earlier passage from Genesis 11:30 we discover that “Sarai was barren; she had no child.” This was very distressing to Abraham, so he brought his plea before the Lord. God heard Abraham’s plea and answered Him, promising him a son and descendents as many as the stars of heaven. Abraham believed the Lord and God made a covenant with him. And even though there was doubting at times; even though Sarah laughed at the Word of the Lord, a covenant was made; a promise was given, and that promise was fulfilled. Through an empty womb, God brought forth a nation; His chosen people, Israel.
So here in history we find Abraham with his son, his only son, whom he loves. (I find it amazing that God emphasizes this love of Abraham for his son, as if it were to be a personal test of Abraham’s own love for, trust in, and obedience to God.) It is now that the Lord commands Abraham to take this only son whom he loves and sacrifice him as a burnt offering. Sacrifice means to offer something precious; to give up something; to surrender something for the sake of something else. So what does Abraham do? The very next morning he rises, early in the morning! He prepares everything for the journey immediately, taking Isaac and two young men, and he goes to the place God told him to go. There is no hesitation. There is no anger or questioning. There is no procrastination. There is simply obedience. He rises early, gathers what he needs, and goes. Let’s look back at the Scripture:

On the third day Abraham raised his eyes and saw the place from a distance. Abraham said to his young men, "Stay here with the donkey, and I and the lad will go over there; and we will worship and return to you."

Again, I look carefully at this passage and I am amazed at what I read. Abraham says, “I and the lad will go over there; and we will worship and return to you.” He tells the two men who are with him that “we will return to you.” Abraham has full confidence that, somehow in His own way, will and time, God will allow them both to return. Abraham has such a depth to his faith in God, that he even believes He can raise people from the dead to fulfill His promises.

"Abraham took the wood of the burnt offering and laid it on Isaac his son, and he took in his hand the fire and the knife. So the two of them walked on together. Isaac spoke to Abraham his father and said, "My father!" And he said, "Here I am, my son." And he said, "Behold, the fire and the wood, but where is the lamb for the burnt offering?" Abraham said, "God will provide for Himself the lamb for the burnt offering, my son."

This is so beautiful. Here is a father whose heart is agonizing over what is about to take place. His beloved son asks him where is the lamb for the sacrifice, and only a heart of complete trust in the faithfulness of God could reply, "God will provide."

So the two of them walked on together. Then they came to the place of which God had told him; and Abraham built the altar there and arranged the wood, and bound his son Isaac and laid him on the altar, on top of the wood. Abraham stretched out his hand and took the knife to slay his son. But the angel of the LORD called to him from heaven and said, "Abraham, Abraham!" And he said, "Here I am." He said, "Do not stretch out your hand against the lad, and do nothing to him; for now I know that you fear God, since you have not withheld your son, your only son, from Me." Then Abraham raised his eyes and looked, and behold, behind him a ram caught in the thicket by his horns; and Abraham went and took the ram and offered him up for a burnt offering in the place of his son. Abraham called the name of that place The LORD Will Provide, as it is said to this day, "In the mount of the LORD it will be provided." ”

I was deeply moved by this passage. I was moved by the faith of Abraham. Even in the moment of despair and brokenness of heart, he was still willing to sacrifice his son, his only son, whom he loved, for the God he feared and praised. The picture of the ram caught in the thicket by its horns shows us how God provided for Himself a perfect and spotless sacrifice. Had the ram’s body been caught up, the thorns would have torn the flesh of the lamb and it would no longer be a perfect and whole sacrifice to offer unto the Lord.

This passage of Scripture is such a picture of what Jesus Christ did on the cross of Calvary. God, so loving the world, gave His only Son, whom He loved, as a perfect, holy, sacrifice. He was and is the spotless Lamb who alone takes away the sin of the world.

Isaiah 53

“He was despised and forsaken of men, a man of sorrows and acquainted with grief; and like one from whom men hide their face He was despised, and we did not esteem Him.
Surely our griefs He Himself bore, and our sorrows He carried; yet we ourselves esteemed Him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted.
But He was pierced through for our transgressions, He was crushed for our iniquities; the chastening for our well-being fell upon Him, and by His scourging we are healed.
All of us like sheep have gone astray, each of us has turned to his own way; but the LORD has caused the iniquity of us all to fall on Him.
He was oppressed and He was afflicted, yet He did not open His mouth; like a lamb that is led to slaughter, and like a sheep that is silent before its shearers, So He did not open His mouth...His grave was assigned with wicked men, yet He was with a rich man in His death, because He had done no violence, nor was there any deceit in His mouth.
But the LORD was pleased to crush Him, putting Him to grief…My Servant, will justify the many, as He will bear their iniquities…He poured out Himself to death, and was numbered with the transgressors; yet He Himself bore the sin of many, and interceded for the transgressors.”


What can we learn from this time in Abraham’s life? How can we have this kind of faith? How can we walk by faith and not by sight? We are such a visual based society. Where are the people who get down on their knees, close their eyes, and come before the holy throne of God in prayer? We don’t.

We need to.

We must.

We go to church on Sunday, hear a good sermon, and then want to apply it to our lives, but as soon as we leave the church doors, something is there to pull us away, to distract us. How can we grasp the truths we have been taught and live them out in our everyday existence? I think the answer comes from the words of Jesus in Luke 9:23 -26, “If anyone wishes to come after Me, he must deny himself, and take up his cross daily and follow Me. For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake, he is the one who will save it. For what is a man profited if he gains the whole world, and loses or forfeits himself? For whoever is ashamed of Me and My words, the Son of Man will be ashamed of him when He comes in His glory, and the glory of the Father and of the holy angels.”

It is daily self-denial and it is daily taking up our cross and following Him that will teach us how to live. Christ’s call upon our lives is the complete opposite of what the world so tries to ingrain in us. The world says that in order to live and succeed in happiness, one must have great wealth, great possessions, great self-esteem, great appearance. The true Gospel calls people to die in order to live. Jesus Christ’s call upon our lives is death.

Colossians 3:1-4 says,

“Therefore if you have been raised up with Christ, keep seeking the things above, where Christ is, seated at the right hand of God. Set your mind on the things above, not on the things that are on earth. For you have died and your life is hidden with Christ in God. When Christ, who is our life, is revealed, then you also will be revealed with Him in glory.”

“Christ, who is our life.” He is our life. We need to really live as though He is our life. We must live in a way that people will see Jesus living in us. We must daily come humbly to the Word of God, because we need to be taught. “For it is not an idle word for you; indeed it is your life.” (Deuteronomy 32:47)

So if we have Christ, who is our life and the Word,
which is our life, we truly have an abundant life.

Monday, August 17, 2009

"Fill Thou my life, O Lord, my God, in every part with praise,
That my whole being may proclaim Thy being and Thy ways.
Not for the lips of praise alone, nor even the praising heart
I ask, but for a life made up of praise in every part."

~Horatius Bonar

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Follow in His steps

“How beautiful are the arms, which have embraced Christ – the eyes which have gazed upon Christ, the lips which have spoken with Christ, the feet which have followed Christ. How beautiful are the hands which have worked the works of Christ, the feet which are treading in His footsteps have gone about doing good, the lips which have spread abroad His Name, the lives which have been counted for Him.”
-Christina Rosetti, 1880
So often we get caught up in the circumstances that surround us that we forget to be thankful, grateful, giving people. We are so focused on what we’re going to do tomorrow and next week and next year that we forget to see the face of a little child wanting to show us their newest discovery or the empty soul that passes us on the way to the supermarket. We worry about our future, forgetting that many are the plans in a man’s heart, but the Lord directs his steps. We worry about our families, when we are promised that He has given His angels charge over us to guard us in all our ways. We lose sleep thinking about things that might not happen, and we sleep when we should be restless over things that are happening. Could it be that we have become so self-focused that we are missing opportunities to be the hands and feet of Christ? I pray we’re not.
Recently, I picked up a book entitled “Don’t Waste Your Life” by John Piper. Though I have not yet read very far, I find that the title has got me thinking, “Am I wasting my life? Am I really giving everything that I have for the work of the Kingdom?” I know that I have had times that I have allowed my thinking to go off track. I have felt discouraged or defeated because I have taken the focus of my identity away from being a child of God and tried to find my identity in being “someone important” or in having a significant career or even in one day being a wife and a mother. These things, though not inherently wrong, can cause the focus of my life to be taken off of Christ and shifted onto myself. But what would it be like for young people today to long to be the arms, eyes, lips, feet, and hands of Christ? What would happen to the world if young men would be men? What if they would stand up and be the valiant, chivalrous defenders of the purity of the Gospel and of mankind? What if they would defend woman and children with honor, and live lives of conviction and strength? What if women would break free from the net of feminism and self-worth and return to the beauty of femininity and grace and elegance? What if they would submit to the leadership of their parents or husbands? What if they would find joy once again in being a wife and a mother? How would our world be a different place?
Is there joy in worship anymore? Is there satisfaction at the foot of the cross? What has happened to North America? We have everything, yet so many have nothing, really. I see those who have every material possession they could dream of. I see those who have wealth and beauty and prominence, but it only takes one look into their eyes to see that the emptiness there is so deep. We have everything if we are in Christ. Pastor John Piper says that North America is the hardest place to be a Christian. He is so right. It is here that we have to fight so hard to find our joy and strength in Christ.
I once read a missionary’s testimony of the time her and her husband were held captive in the Philippine jungles. She said that everyday when she needed something, she prayed and asked God for it. If she needed water, it was “Lord, I’m thirsty.” If she needed food, it was “Lord, I’m hungry. Please provide for us.” Every material and physical and emotional need was a petition for God to provide. The reason we live is found in 1 Corinthians 8:6, “…there is but one God, the Father, from whom are all things and we exist for Him; and one Lord, Jesus Christ, by whom are all things, and we exist through Him.” This is what every North American Christian must understand. It is for Him and through Him alone we live.

Live. Fight. Pray. Strive. Ask. Seek. Knock. Enter. Believe


Monday, August 3, 2009

Be Still My Soul

I was listening to this beautiful hymn today. It is such a reminder
of how we must rest in the Lord and of our
anticipation to one day
be made like Him as we behold His glory.

Be still, my soul: the Lord is on thy side.
Bear patiently the cross of grief or pain.
Leave to thy God to order and provide;
In every change, He faithful will remain.
Be still, my soul: thy best, thy heavenly Friend
Through thorny ways leads to a joyful end.

Be still, my soul: thy God doth undertake to guide
the future, as He has the past.
Thy hope, thy confidence let nothing shake;
All now mysterious shall be bright at last.
Be still, my soul: the waves and winds still know
His voice who ruled them while He dwelt below.

Be still, my soul: when dearest friends depart,
And all is darkened in the vale of tears,
Then shalt thou better know His love, His heart,
Who comes to soothe thy sorrow and thy fears.
Be still, my soul: thy Jesus can repay
From His own fullness all He takes away.

Be still, my soul: the hour is hastening on
when we shall be forever with the Lord.
When disappointment, grief and fear are gone,
sorrow forgot, love’s purest joys restored.
Be still, my soul: when change and tears are past
all safe and blessed we shall meet at last.